Thursday, July 8, 2010

Are you surreal?




You Are Outrageous



You are a bold and expressive person. You put yourself out there often and freely.



You tend to think most about yourself. You can't help but look inward and introspect.



You are open minded and tolerant. You believe strongly that people should be allowed to do their thing.



You have the most fun when you're on a little adventure. You do your best to make each day special.


Friday, July 2, 2010

No more waiting - it's time to fly!


You know, I think even before I met you I was already some kid too emotionally attached to others. No... I know I was. If you could travel back in time, you would see that.

There have been some thoughts, as usual. I think now I should look for some kind of change, rediscover myself and who I am. Because, I mean, I've been wearing these rose-colored glasses for a long time, and I've idealized you enough to the point where (even the thought of) being without you is putting a lot of stress on myself; and I do apologize. I don't know if something like this would even make you budge or care, but to say that you're the root of my anxiety sounds pretty bad to me...

. . .

I don't want that. So I’m going to find myself.
No, not find myself. Create myself.
You'll like me a lot more, and I'll enjoy who I am without thinking it's because of you. But I do enjoy you, believe that I do. You're a ray of sunshine in my world.~

I just need to find all the others, too. I trust that you'll be there for me, right?
If so, I'm set. Knowing that gives me peace of/at mind.
I'm also here if you ever need me. :]







It's a messy declaration.
©2008-2010*tidesend

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Quote of the whatever 1

"I think people need to mind their own business.
I don't care if it was heroin in my cup, it's in MY cup.
Fuck you."

Why is she awake?

Because I really wanted to try my step-mom's salsa.Sure, she can get annoying at times. But it's damned good. I live for it! 8]